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ep 2 (i): life of little mia

gonna be long, long talk. mix language ofc ;) on going just now, still in a call with my boyfriend. tidur, tedah nya ngantok teman mia nangga cerita John.W. overall, 10/10. ive never watched that movie. but somehow, i remember those past few years masa mia masih tinggal dekat Selangor. its not that i miss Selangor, lol. bad memories related, tapi i do miss the time where i get to be alone. i basically grew up there and gain consciousness there. let's begin. 2015 we decided to move out sebab my dad got his job transfered to Selangor. a rezeki for us, i can say. baruk jak start sekolah rendah, tiba tiba pindah. unawarely, it affects me in such different ways. i remember the day before we move out. my family clean up the whole house, my cats were put in a cage to be sent to our kampung. my relatives will take care of them (all of my cats died). the thing is, all my cats are so pretty ! thick fur, pretty colors, well behaved. but all of them died not long after theyve been seperated fr...

ep 1: how did i ended up here

wow. first time being here. why? — i was scrolling through tiktok, then i saw a post saying "i stalked my crush using chatgpt" so macam, hmm.. let me use this information to do my evil stuff ! — ended up only looking for information about my family.. but it was fun regardless. wasn't expecting much but the results was more than what i was expected. — came across an information about my sister, there's a blog linked to it. so i went in there. wasn't expecting much too, but i somehow was interested with this blog thingy. "mcm tok ka hidup zman dlok?" i was there, ofc, but all i remember was me climbing up trees and shouting at my childhood friend. it felt like, i dont know how to explain. but looking at people's personality back then was something else. i feel nostalgic, people used to be so expressive. but these days? semua sik mok be expressive. why? because it's cringe. they tend to act nonchalant these days. it seem cool, they said. or from wha...